My blissfully unaware baby just before they took her away for surgery this morning...
Scott and I are checked into the very comfortable Marriott across the street from the hospital tonight. We're very much looking forward to a solid night's rest. It's been a very long day.
In light of all that we've walked through today, it seems ironic to me that one of the hardest parts of today for me emotionally was leaving tonight. We visited Caroline tonight for a short bit and then had to leave for the evening. I had a difficult time leaving her there for the whole night. Visiting hours don't begin until 9:00 in the morning. Leaving my sweet baby for 12 hours is a bit overwhelming tonight. I have confidence in her recovery and believe that she's being well cared for. The Lord has been incredibly faithful today and certainly provided that peace that passes understanding. I've had it.
I'm now thinking that this supernatural peace is severely underrated. Honestly, this should be one of the biggest selling points of being on board with Jesus! I can't imagine the darkness that would be present in the fear of watching your child walk through something this difficult without the peace of Jesus. I've been able to walk peacefully through this knowing that the Lord who knit my baby together in the womb was certainly trustworthy in repairing her heart today. I've had great peace about the surgery, but my mama bear nature just doesn't want my baby to hurt.
I should've quit writing 10 minutes ago. I'm beyond tired and now rambling all over the place. I'm going to post this tangent of a post just so that you know where I am tonight. I'm believing that tonight will be peaceful and believing that all is well. Thank you for your love and prayers.
Good night.
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Hello, my name is Jeff Sharp and I played on the DHS drumline with Scott. I stumbled upon this blog and was touched by Caroline's story. I'm praying for you guys and just wanted to say that she's in great hands in Birmingham. My daughter Amelie started going to Children's Hospital and Claaghan Eye Foundation when she was 2 days old. She was born legally blind with congenital cataracts and glaucoma in one eye. She's had lots of surgeries and it is very hard leaving them but we trust that God's in control and these doctors know what they're doing. She's also been diagnosed with a neuronal migration brain disorder that's so rare her case is being called "Amelie Syndrome" so I know what it's like talking to and being frustrated by geneticists. I'm happy to say that she's doing great and her vision is improving, thank God. I'll add Caroline's name to our prayer group and they'll hop right on it. Please keep your positive outlook and know that people are lifting you up.
This may be my favorite post ever-so don't feel like you're just rambling.
You're speaking THE TRUTH, Katie! I mean a supernatural peace....You're living it! I mean, REALLY! The line about how God knit her body together in the womb and how he can certainly fix her heart....THAT'S THE TRUTH! I love it! Sweet baby! Thank you, God, for being so good and faithful and SOOOOOOOOO IN CONTROL of things that it's out of our hands anyway...so why worry! (I know that's easier said than done, but really...you seem to be doing really well giving it to Him!)Allyson said she was so impressed with you today!
You're being a fantastic example of faith! I LOVE THAT PRECIOUS ANGEL! Hope you sleep tonight! See you tomorrow.
What an awesome God we have and what an awesome set of parents God has given sweet Caroline! Thank you for reminding me how wonderful He is. You are continually amazing me with your peace and contentment. Much love!
Your love and faith are an inspiration to us all! Thank you for sharing this difficult journey with us and our prayers will continue to lift you up. I always remember that song we sing, "Move Mountain" and know that the Lord will move this mountain for you. We are blessed and encouraged by you all!
Katie, Anna and I heard about your precious baby thru Ashley's FB account. I want you to know that we are praying for you and yours. Anna lives in B'ham and would be glad to help you (she will be getting in touch). Take care of yourself. Love, Nancy Woods
Katie, I didn't know you had a blog! Thank you so much for the updates. . . Caroline has been on our hearts and prayers and I am so happy to hear she is doing well. God is soooo good! I know He has great plans for Caroline! We are available and willing to help you with absolutely anything you need. . . food, laundry, house cleaning, errands, etc. You please allow us the blessing of helping your family in your time of need. Call me anytime and the girls and I can help! How long does she need to stay in the ICU? Is there something we can do for you now? You keeping the faith and giving God the glory for it all is such an awesome testimony and one you can share to witness to others. . . :) I look forward to hearing more wonderful news of her recovery and of God's awesome power! Love & Belief, April Baker and family ♥
Scott and Katie:
Thanks for sharing this journey. It is our privilege to pray for you and this amazing little girl, and all your precious girls! May God continue to heal sweet Caroline! We will continue to pray. Love, Larry & Whitney
SO glad to finally get to a computer and read your posts! I have been praying like crazy and Brandi texted me yesterday after the surgery. Just know that even though I have been at a work training and away from computer and phone calls, I have been thinking about you the whole time. Love you!
-Meredith
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